You.

I just want to thank all of you out there for your sweet and supportive comments. I signed onto blogger quick this morning, because I knew I needed a little jolt of hope and support from you girls. And at 7 am, I was getting teary eyed reading your comments. Whenever I talk about this blog community and I happen to mention you all in conversation, I don't say "This girl from my blog..." I say " My friend from my blog..." I honestly consider you all friends. :) So thank you for picking me up, when I'm down for the count. And I apologize for being a total slacker with commenting lately. It's selfish and I hate when I get behind! But once this week is behind me I hope to catch up :)

So, I awoke this morning feeling a little better. A little hopeful again. Matt and I had long emotional talk last night. Both of us in tears. And I just have to say that I am the luckiest girl in the world. I'm really blessed with an amazing husband...

But then I got to work. And that's when the cramping started. And continued all day long. Painful cramping, like AF is about to return with a fury :( No bleeding or spotting yet. But the cramps were all day. I know this could mean other things. But I'm sure the spotting is just being held off with progesterone.

I HOPE I'm totally wrong. I HOPE that I'll get a shocking BFP on Thursday. And I HOPE these cramps go away. Not giving up yet.

And to make today extra fun, one of the moms from my class said today "So how was your mother's day? Oh I mean not you." As she pointed to me and giggled. Now, she knows I don't have kids and she doesn't know about my IF. But, WTH???!! It was so rude. Just what I needed too. Some lady pointing out "HA-HA! You're not a mommy!!"

Screw you, crazy lady.

Thanks again, everybody, for fillin up my hope jar :)