I'm generally not very lucky. I'm not that girl in a movie where everything falls into place, JUST when she needs it to. I've seen more struggle than surprises. I'm usually the girl sitting back watching everyone else's dreams come true. After this third IUI, I was feeling like I could maybe be "that girl" this time. That maybe, just maybe, by some miracle I would get my BFP and live happily ever after. Ride off into the sunset with my husband and baby. But like I said, I'm not that girl...
The cramps went away. Sort of. This morning I didn't have any and this afternoon I thought I was feeling some "light" cramping but it could all be in my head. No spotting yet. I made about a gazillion trips to the bathroom at work checking for spotting. I'm hoping I don't wake up tomorrow with my period.
I'm really trying to hold it together, so I can get through this beta tomorrow. It's pretty awful walking in there knowing what the outcome will be. Might be, I guess. Of course the positive part of me, is thinking that maybe it's just my uterus expanding making room for the baby! And the negative part of me is saying "Give it up girl."
We'll see. But I'm expecting the same old crash and burn scene. :(
Any last minute prayers are very much appreciated :)
Please, God, gimme a BFP.