I'm generally not very lucky. I'm not that girl in a movie where everything falls into place, JUST when she needs it to. I've seen more struggle than surprises. I'm usually the girl sitting back watching everyone else's dreams come true. After this third IUI, I was feeling like I could maybe be "that girl" this time. That maybe, just maybe, by some miracle I would get my BFP and live happily ever after. Ride off into the sunset with my husband and baby. But like I said, I'm not that girl...
The cramps went away. Sort of. This morning I didn't have any and this afternoon I thought I was feeling some "light" cramping but it could all be in my head. No spotting yet. I made about a gazillion trips to the bathroom at work checking for spotting. I'm hoping I don't wake up tomorrow with my period.
I'm really trying to hold it together, so I can get through this beta tomorrow. It's pretty awful walking in there knowing what the outcome will be. Might be, I guess. Of course the positive part of me, is thinking that maybe it's just my uterus expanding making room for the baby! And the negative part of me is saying "Give it up girl."
We'll see. But I'm expecting the same old crash and burn scene. :(
Any last minute prayers are very much appreciated :)
Please, God, gimme a BFP.
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i'll be crossing everything and praying that you get your BFP! good luck tomorrow. i'll definitely be thinking of you and sending you positive thoughts.
Totally praying that you'll get a BFP tomorrow!! Hang in there Sarah.
Sending prayers!!!
Thinking of you and sending positive vibes your way!!!
Good luck!
Can't stop thinking of you, so glad tomorrow is almost here. Praying always <3
here's hoping you get some FABULOUS news tomorrow. please let us know asap.
Thinking of you and hoping to see an update entitled BFP tomorrow. The 2WW is such a mind F*$%. Sorry for the profanity, but it's SO true!! Hoping to hear great things tomorrow.
I'm really hoping that tomorrow is your turn to be that girl. Fingers crossed.
I am thinking and praying hard for you!! My fingers, toes and everything else are crossed:)!
praying for you Sarah!! keep your head up!
xoxo
Saying prayers. I want this for you so badly!!!
I am totally praying for you and a BFP tomorrow!! I went through 3 IUI's also and i know how hard it can be emotionally!
It sure is a bumpy road, but hang in there. You just never know what can happen! Thinking of you and sending good thoughts your way!
thinking about you and praying.. lots!!! i hope you get a BFP tomorrow.. hold tight and stay positive... i never thought "id be that girl".... and here i am... living a life i never thought i'd have.. so hang tight!!! keep us all posted!!!! xoxo
Good luck today!! I swore I was about to get my period right before my first BFP...was the same as you..checking 25 times a day for spotting, but it never came. I really think this is IT for you!!
much love and luck to you, hang in there....
Thinking of you today. ((HUGS))
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