Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Signs

I'm a big believer in signs. You know, those little things that the universe (or God) unveils to you just when you need them the most??

Well, my week has been full of them.

On Monday I was behind car on my way to work that had a sticker in the window that said "Got Twins?"

On Tuesday, on my lunch break I was behind a car and it's license plate read "NVRGVUP."

Today, on my way into work I was behind a car that had a bumper sticker that read " Love your kid."

I haven't been looking for "car signs." They just seem to pop up unexpectedly and make me do a double take. And just today, I was thinking that it's so strange to have this happen three days in a row. How great would it be if I were behind a car tomorrow morning that had a sticker that said " You're preggs." :)

Three other strange signs happened today too.

1) A girl I work with who I don't see or talk to very often, because we are on opposite sides of the building, stopped me today and said she had a dream about me. She said it was really strange, but in the dream I had stopped her and had a huge smile on face and I looked excited as if I were about to tell her some good news :) Another co-worker, of course believes this means I have will have some good news to share soon. Hmmmmm.

2) I heard on the radio this week that Michael Buble coming in concert to Albany. Then today a friend of mine posted on FB telling me he was coming to town, etc. His one song " Haven't Met You Yet" is my infertility theme song. It's just a feel good song for when I'm feeling down and reminds to be hopeful! As I was flipping through radio stations on the ride home, guess what song came on? :)

3) When I got home tonight I was cleaning out my purse and all of the sudden I heard a dog barking. Loudly. I thought this was strange because we live in an apt building and we're not allowed to have pets here. So I found it odd that this barking seemed to be so close. After a few minutes of the barking, I got up and peeked out the window. And what did I see? My Nole. My golden retriever that passed away in January. It took my breath away for a second. Of course, it wasn't actually Nole, but looked just like him in the back of truck across the street. I watched as the truck drove away, with the barking goldie in the back. I took this as a sign from my Nole. Still grieving his death and I miss him all the time....

So, those are all my signs that have come to me this week. I don't believe in coincidences :)

On a crappier note, today is CD 24. I ran out of OPK's and stopped testing last week. I refuse to buy more, only because if I haven't gotten a positive yet, the odds are not in my favor. Still could happen I guess, but I'm gonna relax about it and if it happens....it happens...

My appt with the RE (seeing the actual doctor) is on Friday and I'm hoping to get some good advice on what I should do next. It's also April Fools Day. Ha. AND we are supposed to get a major snow storm here Thursday into Friday morning. Lovely...


Universe, if you have a "It's your time to shine list" out there...

Please, "sign" me up :)

8 comments:

Liz said...

Those all sound like good signs to me. I have gotten behind a car that says "got triplets + twins?" You don't have to guess that they have a huge SUV.

I think you asked if I go to CNY Fertility. I go to Upstate Medical University since that was the place I could get into the soonest. At the time I didn't think I would be getting fertility treatments, I just got a referral due to hormone levels. Things don't always turn out like you think : )

I see a great RE who has a ton of experience. Since the clinic in affiliated with the medical University, he is used to getting really difficult cases. Where do you go?

I lived in Averill Park, not sure if you know of it. My dad and sister are still there. We were actually talking about possibly visiting next weekend.

Did you have crazy side effects on Clomid?

amiracle4us said...

I love how you are taking all those car signs as good one :) We all need pick-me-ups and you have had many!!!
As for your infertility song...thats one of mine too :)
Keep up the positivity!

Seriously?! said...

'Signs' are so fun! I say go with it!!!

kkasun said...

I hope that these are good signs for you!!!!!

Amanda said...

I LOVE signs and totally believe in them! Keep your eyes and ears out for more :)

I don't think it's possible to ever 'get over' losing a dog..but you know that Nole is watching over you and your husband and can only bring you good luck.

Good luck on Friday, I can't wait to hear about it! Fingers crossed that you O soon...

Faith said...

Keep that hope alive, girl!

I miss my sweet King, too. We lost him in November...

beauty and insanity wrapped into one said...

i love all the signs around you!!! remember FAITH... keep thinking positive!!

Vehicle Signage said...

When i cant decide for something, i wait for signs and so far its pretty well. I find it cool whenever i see signs.

Kenny Scott